I had no clue where to post this so here goes

[edudes13]

ok here's the deal this has been driving me crazy I read an awesome book about 5 years ago that was totally awesome but I was 11 and didn't realize it and I just left it lying around and lost it and I need your help to find out the title basiclly I only remeber bits and pieces so here goes

first its about a older brother who quit high school (I think) to support his little sister who is 16 I forgot how his parents died but basiclly its about all the issue he faces about his parents and when he was little he had some sexual situation with his sister and was having flash backs the most stand out moments for me are
1. the cover which is a naked women running thourgh the forset done in watercolor

2. in the beggining of th e book where he is driving home thourgh a canopy of leavis in the fall and sets up the story with internal thoughts

3. him catching his sister having sex on the coutch and then trying to shoot the boy with a shotgun and when failing that burns the couch they had sex on

4. 3 or 4 times where he hit his sister

and that's about it and I know it looks like a really bad book for an eleven year old but I always consider myself very mature