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I think the wearing black is definitely partly because of having lost her sons, 2 to death and 2 to estrangement. She had lost hope in life and love. She also felt guilt and shame from her relationship with Joey. Being a grandmother to Kalayla and a mother to Maureen has helped her work through the shame, guilt and pain of her past. The wearing of color again symbolized her readiness to embrace life and love. The white apartment felt more like a life of simplicity. Lena could have lived in a glamorous home if she had chosen but she kept her life simple. It was probably a form of self punishment and well as a brushing off of the life with Joey. It also shows that she has an emptiness that needs to be filled. When she invites color back into her life, it is because she is full of hope again.
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Samantha Gayle wrote: 06 Oct 2020, 18:04 I feel her black clothing symbolizes all of her loss. She wears it literally on her sleeve. I think it's the loss of her youth through an abusive marriage as well as the loss of her sons. She has lost the color in her world, and that reflects her garb as well as her white apartment. The white apartment has given me some trouble as far as what it means. Part of me wants to think it's her clean slate that she hopes to fill with color and life once again. That's she's just waiting for something to bring it back. I also think it's easier for her to see things in black and white because she doesn't have to think of her lost family. Colors and patterns can bring on nostalgia, and I think she tried to suppress those feeling for a long time. A fascinating topic to ponder!
Those are excellent thoughts! I like the "clean slate" theory and the "seeing things in black and white!" I never thought of either one. Either could be the reason she showed such contrast in her personal appearance and her living environment. Meeting Kalaya and Maureen began to bring some "color" back into her life again.
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B Creech wrote: 03 Sep 2020, 13:03 Lena wears black all of the time, yet everything in her apartment is white. I think she wears the black because of the son she lost, and because of estrangement of her other sons; and I think the white signifies hope that one day her other sons will want to be a family again. That is what my thoughts are on this. What are your thoughts? Why does she wear black and why is everything in her apartment white? I would love to hear some more ideas on that!
It seems that her constant wearing of black signifies loss and grief. Her white apartment may actually be a portrayal of the emptiness she feels.
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plnjimenez wrote: 15 Oct 2020, 03:31
B Creech wrote: 03 Sep 2020, 13:03 Lena wears black all of the time, yet everything in her apartment is white. I think she wears the black because of the son she lost, and because of estrangement of her other sons; and I think the white signifies hope that one day her other sons will want to be a family again. That is what my thoughts are on this. What are your thoughts? Why does she wear black and why is everything in her apartment white? I would love to hear some more ideas on that!
It seems that her constant wearing of black signifies loss and grief. Her white apartment may actually be a portrayal of the emptiness she feels.
That's an excellent thought. It is interesting to realize howt different people view the concept of black and white! I had just always thought of 'white' as hope and purity, but your comment, and others, have been enlightening!
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I also agree that the black symbolizes her grief and sorrow; however, I do not know what to think of the white in her apartment. Maybe it is supposed to signify a sense of hope and light in Lena's world, although she has been through so much hurt and pain.
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B Creech wrote: 05 Sep 2020, 05:05
Catie139 wrote: 04 Sep 2020, 18:48 I agree that the black possibly signified mourning. The white I saw more as signifying the emptiness which she felt. It was very interesting that she thoroughly admired the colors which Maureen used to paint her apartment. And equally interesting was how, at the end, she changed from wearing black to incorporate more colors. In addition, the black and white also seemed to indicate her thinking - very "black and white" - no middle ground. It took some significant changes within her to finally be able to open up.
Yes! I think connecting with Maureen and Kalayla put some "color" back into her life which helped her see her life in a much different way!
Yes! I agree despite her emotional state she was in the color "black", she still wanted a surrounding environment of hope the color "white", to lighten the depression she was in feeling.
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Catie139 wrote: 04 Sep 2020, 18:48 I agree that the black possibly signified mourning. The white I saw more as signifying the emptiness which she felt. It was very interesting that she thoroughly admired the colors which Maureen used to paint her apartment. And equally interesting was how, at the end, she changed from wearing black to incorporate more colors. In addition, the black and white also seemed to indicate her thinking - very "black and white" - no middle ground. It took some significant changes within her to finally be able to open up.
Yes! And the white was also her unconscious desire to escape the sorrow and pain she felt.
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I know we may be tempted to think a lot of things, but it might just be that she loves the color?.….I initially thought that it might just be a way of expressing her grief, but who knows?
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B Creech wrote: 03 Sep 2020, 13:03 Lena wears black all of the time, yet everything in her apartment is white. I think she wears the black because of the son she lost, and because of estrangement of her other sons; and I think the white signifies hope that one day her other sons will want to be a family again. That is what my thoughts are on this. What are your thoughts? Why does she wear black and why is everything in her apartment white? I would love to hear some more ideas on that!
This could be true.

It could also be that she loves black colour.
It could also be that she loves white colour and and black colour both.
It could also be that she loves the contrast between the black she wears and the white in her apartment.

Any number of reasons really.
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She wears black because indeed it reminds her of what she has lost and I think white puts everything into perspective that one day she will step out of the darkness.
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This is such an interesting concept. As I read, I associated Lena's black clothing with grief. It never dawned on me that the white decor in her apartment could be representative of hope. I think the white could also represent a desire on Lena's part for things to feel neat and orderly around her. After the abusive relationship she had with her husband and the turmoil she experienced with each of her sons, it seems like she would want to have a sense of order and control in her life, something to combat the feelings of chaos she lived with in her past.
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I agree with you. A typical sign of mourning is wearing black and a general color of hope is white. This could be a fairly accurate representation. Good thinking!
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I believe she wears black to mourn and to symbolise the outward expression of her grief. As this is done in many cultures, but I think the white could be hope. The white could be the subconscious trying to make sense of her grief and perhaps in a way the white (outward) shows her external situation and conscious brain whilst the black shows her inward feelings (grief).
Though this might be a bit far fetched. Just imagining here. :D
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Catie139 wrote: 04 Sep 2020, 18:48 I agree that the black possibly signified mourning. The white I saw more as signifying the emptiness which she felt. It was very interesting that she thoroughly admired the colors which Maureen used to paint her apartment. And equally interesting was how, at the end, she changed from wearing black to incorporate more colors. In addition, the black and white also seemed to indicate her thinking - very "black and white" - no middle ground. It took some significant changes within her to finally be able to open up.
Wow you have a point. That sounds more like it, especially the fact about how her thinking seemed to be in two ends and not in the middle ground.
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It could quite possibly be an indicator of some sorts of tragedy or maybe she is just fond of those colors.
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