Hating the ex you never knew.

[elephlora]

every now and then ..
I wonder if he feels what I feel.

it's like I'm better than you, but when I'm with you I'm at my best.

you make me act like a fool, but hardy in love is deep; it aches my chest

your simple and calm
I'm vulgar I'm strong

you loved her, your want
she left you, unsung

you know your potential but I see your investment
I feel your resentment even without the touch

I like to think its deep but you'll always know deeper

you can't compare me to her, but still feel loyal... wait.

I think about you more than you think about me
only because I'm half wild, the other half cRA-zy

you hate all my words and nonsense of talking
you often may ask who am I joking?

she was so good my life was perfect
the conversation just flowed the connection was fluid

this one here seems to stifle me so
I invest my time and love but still sxxt seems rough

she looks bright like a sun and light like a feather
but only when she leaves me does the weather get better

I cannot foresee to believe if this is real or deceit
I can't hate her for what she has never done to me

I want to grow stronger and love you, I do
but something pulls us back, and hurts me, makes me feel used.

sometimes I wonder if he feels what I feel.