Love last year

[Leneyzubby]

hiding those emotions
pushing the heartbreak in between smiles
just so you know deep within the happy
there's a sad blue lurking above white waters
I'll not forget the fluids of passion flow
I won't let the drip of emotion go
so I'll not give you the chance to gloat
have you proud to once have sailed this boat
can't say that it's all regret
because yes to cherish there are moments
and though I cry me a river
doesn't even begin to quench that fire
fires we burned on heightened desire
perhaps it wasn't so bad afterall
love they say can make you fall
and the memory I might never let slip
still I'd close my eyes and find me asleep
I lied to myself for days I wasn't hurt
and now it's empty space congrats I'm lost
bubbles filled with stars you created burst
and little stars I'd take my shine from are all lost
every little ache you have me feeling now
is the reason at first I turned you down
the tears won't even stop
neither letting go the thoughts
I won't forget the demo you gave me first
perhaps I can treasure it above the rest
I was warned by my best friend
coupled with them so dear that us mom tends
it becomes a reminder every sad tune
reminiscing of my love misused
in this very age the classify as cake
incase you're lost I speak of the heartbreak
sayeveryone gets to eat of it
I did not easy but I'll make the most of it
music to my ear
God holding me near
perhaps in time learn to bear
ofrelationships not get scared
this is for the boy loved last year