The magic of music🖤🎧

[Danny Tash]

'Deep breaths,in ,out…."
That's the cycle day in day out, headphones over my head deep in meditation every late night.

Is it weird that I find solitude in the my headphones? Damn, it's the only time I get to release all this mixed up emotions.
I just close my eyes and let go and my heart feels lighter as I cherish that moment of solitude.

The lyrics get my mind upside down, get my body storming with rage,which I let out with a sigh, sadness which I release with a single tear rolling down to my ear as I stare at my dancing thoughts on the ceiling.

Is it that I'm longing for affection or are these just mild speculations of a naive young man.Does this make me weak, does it make less of a man, does it make me soft. I wonder.

That precious moment is my drug.A drug that I take everyday to maintain my sanity, a drug that let's me get higher on every take.

In my insobriety I think of Her.
I think of her every struggles ,all her sacrifices and selflessness. I think of her beauty and her flawless face. Yet there I am, incapable of even providing a dime from my empty accounts.I blame my self for not being there for her.

Then slowly my eyes feel sore from all the tears and I feel drowsy and my head gets lighter.As my playlist continues to soothe me and finally I drift off to slumber.