Yay! It's me!

laci_baby · Post by **laci_baby** » 05 May 2012, 15:17

I'm back! So sorry i havent been on in so long, because of personal medical reasons that i had to take care of, but i will be on here as much as possible for now on, and again i apologize for leaving everything up to other moderators. and yes, i did have withdraws, you people are hard to miss..

StephenKingman · Post by **StephenKingman** » 06 May 2012, 02:37

Yay! Welcome back Laci, we missed you a lot and I hope your medical problem isnt too serious

Are you still in touch with that mad as a bag of spanners Fascist? I send her a few messages when we are on the PS3 network, is the twosome still alive? Its fab to see you back, the Youtube thread will have to be dragged back up for more entries as you were the only one who found it funny. The old die hards me and Fran are still haunting the place and there are lots of other fantastic members here, Laci, look forward to seeing your posts again.

Im the bear here Laci so dont take offense

laci_baby · Post by **laci_baby** » 06 May 2012, 09:40

Haha sure sure, you can be the bear darling. Medical problems are still intact, but its getting taken care of for the most part. Of course the Tweedle twosomes still alive and just as crazy as ever. Soo excited to be back though, and i'm working on dragging our spunky little Fascist back to the forums as well.

RuqeeD · Post by **RuqeeD** » 06 May 2012, 11:20

Welcome back Laci, I've heard a lot about you, I'm one of the (relatively) new members and I've seen your name bandied about so much I was starting to think you were a figment of Mike's imagination.....hell maybe we all are

laci_baby · Post by **laci_baby** » 06 May 2012, 11:25

Hahaha how scary would that be?!
But alas no, i'm as real as they come, though i am suspicious to backtrack through all the other threads to see whats been said about me.

RuqeeD · Post by **RuqeeD** » 06 May 2012, 11:32

Oh only good things I assure you

StephenKingman · Post by **StephenKingman** » 07 May 2012, 03:55

laci_baby wrote:Hahaha how scary would that be?!
But alas no, i'm as real as they come, though i am suspicious to backtrack through all the other threads to see whats been said about me.

Oh no, time to use my mod abilities to delete!

It was all good girl, and there are some top members here in our community, its always good to see someone return, you even got your other half Dee to come back for a post or two, at least you are both still alive

@RuqeeD, heads up, Stinkin Fascist tends to literally explode onto threads so watch out

laci_baby · Post by **laci_baby** » 14 May 2012, 23:11

Well thank you for sharing my personal business with the online world, October. If you think your being clever by making me embarassed on this forum to scare me away, not only are you wrong, but your extremely stupid. Before i explain myself, because theres obviously no point in deleting her post since i'm sure so many people have read it by now and are judging me, let me explain. Before someone decides to tell all of my secrets, thinking she's making me ashamed of myself, i'll clear it all up for you. I'm paranoid Schitzophrenic. Which means that not only am i paranoid that everyones out to get me, but i hear a voice that tells me to do certain things to myself or he wont go away because of this paranoia. I've dealt with him since i was nine, have been in and out of rehabilitation centers since i was fourteen, died twice, and am on more medication than i can count which is just recently working. Yes i tried to commit suicide, and yes it was over a guy, and thats why i wasnt on the forums for so long because i was in fact in the nutter. I'm not ashamed of my past or what i am, because i find maturity in being able to own up to what i am, not hide from it and the very concept that i was strong enough to ask for help. Its something i overcame, and thats nothing to be ashamed of. I didnt fail, you stupid cow, i asked for help. Theres a huge difference. I asked for help, and was accepted help generously and graciously. The way i see it, everyone has problems, and those that refuse to admit it are either lying, ignorant, or very fortunate. The fact that you found it appropriate to share this information with the forum members that i have come to find as friends, meaning to change their opinions of me makes you a total bitch. And the fact that you find it hilarious to make remarks about someone that has tried or succeeded in suicide makes you inhuman and heartless. Suicide is nothing to joke about, its a serious problem that many people struggle with most of their lives. You have problems of your own, as we both know, but i'm human and mature enough not to make them publicly known. Because i dont want to offend these lovely people more than both of us have already, i'll be private messaging you the many things i have to say to you, because i can garauntee what i have to say to you is offensive, and i can also garauntee that you wont be posting on this forum anymore. I apologize if that makes anyone uncomfortable for me being on this site, i apologize greatly if i've offended anyone at all with my bluntness and i apologize more so for October having the intense need to share what was none of her business.

Jacob · Post by **Jacob** » 14 May 2012, 23:51

Hello laci! Unfortunately I wasn't around when you were more active. But, I've seen a lot of your posts and seem you very nice. So, welcome back.

laci_baby · Post by **laci_baby** » 14 May 2012, 23:53

Same to you Jacob! Good to see you posting again.

Gannon · Post by **Gannon** » 15 May 2012, 19:06

laci_baby wrote:Well thank you for sharing my personal business with the online world, October. If you think your being clever by making me embarassed on this forum to scare me away, not only are you wrong, but your extremely stupid. Before i explain myself, because theres obviously no point in deleting her post since i'm sure so many people have read it by now and are judging me, let me explain. Before someone decides to tell all of my secrets, thinking she's making me ashamed of myself, i'll clear it all up for you. I'm paranoid Schitzophrenic. Which means that not only am i paranoid that everyones out to get me, but i hear a voice that tells me to do certain things to myself or he wont go away because of this paranoia. I've dealt with him since i was nine, have been in and out of rehabilitation centers since i was fourteen, died twice, and am on more medication than i can count which is just recently working. Yes i tried to commit suicide, and yes it was over a guy, and thats why i wasnt on the forums for so long because i was in fact in the nutter. I'm not ashamed of my past or what i am, because i find maturity in being able to own up to what i am, not hide from it and the very concept that i was strong enough to ask for help. Its something i overcame, and thats nothing to be ashamed of. I didnt fail, you stupid cow, i asked for help. Theres a huge difference. I asked for help, and was accepted help generously and graciously. The way i see it, everyone has problems, and those that refuse to admit it are either lying, ignorant, or very fortunate. The fact that you found it appropriate to share this information with the forum members that i have come to find as friends, meaning to change their opinions of me makes you a total bitch. And the fact that you find it hilarious to make remarks about someone that has tried or succeeded in suicide makes you inhuman and heartless. Suicide is nothing to joke about, its a serious problem that many people struggle with most of their lives. You have problems of your own, as we both know, but i'm human and mature enough not to make them publicly known. Because i dont want to offend these lovely people more than both of us have already, i'll be private messaging you the many things i have to say to you, because i can garauntee what i have to say to you is offensive, and i can also garauntee that you wont be posting on this forum anymore. I apologize if that makes anyone uncomfortable for me being on this site, i apologize greatly if i've offended anyone at all with my bluntness and i apologize more so for October having the intense need to share what was none of her business.

Laci, you have absolutely nothing to apologize for and nobody on this forum has any right to judge you. Your mental illness is something you were born with and have no control over. Knowing that you have this illness does not make me uncomfortable and I am certainly not offended. I can only go by your posts, and from them I think that you are a great person, funny, witty and intelligent. If anybody judges you and thinks badly of you then they have the problem not you.
To be honest, I am proud of you and what you have done, good on ya. Don't think you are going to get any sympathy in the "Last one wins Post" because you won't, why should you, you are exactly the same as every one of us on this forum.