Pain in my Soul

[jamaalharris619]

Pain deep down in my soul, a love that's had no meaning broken promises and plenty shattered dreams, a man that's broken down lost in his mind looking to be found, a heart that doesn't beat due to the acceptance of Defeat , can you hear my soul cry or can you hear me praying ( PLEASE LORD TAKE MY LIFE I JUST RATHER DIE ) FEEL MY PAIN UNDERSTAND MY HURT FOR THE WORLD BEATS ME DOWN AND LETS ME KNOW I HAVE NO WORTH believe and have faith but I fear that now I'm to late this life of hurt and pain is enough to drive a man insane now I search for someone to blame how does one past follows when God knows I have changed no arms to hold me not even a friend to console me no mother to comfort me a world filled with violence from people who looks like me black man killed by a white man they m8898ass up like black lives matter black man kill a black man then they scream for peace hear me loud and hear me proud I stand as A Black Man when I say the hurt the pain we cause each other 8 hold my head down ashamed as a man apart of this struggle without unity we cannot rebuild a strong foundation we cannot survive what's to come believe in me for I have witnessed the hurt and losses of love ones for I know the pain for come not to lead you but only to help rebuild our structure for now my eyes are open for I now know that if you listen I know THE SOLUTION TO GUARANTEE OUR FUTURE THERE WILL BE A CHANGED AND OUR CHILDREN WILL BE SAVED FEEL MY PAIN UNDERSTAND MY STRUGGLE I CAN WRITE ABOUT THE THINGS THAT MATTER HELP ME MAKE A DIFFERENT AND I WILL SHOWED YOU THAT I CAN MAKE A CHANGED I KNOW THE STORIES THAT MATTER THIS IS MY FORMER INVITE SEARCHING FOR GUIDANCE